I manifested an experience based on what I didn’t want to experience. Interesting.
[from dictation]
I’ve always thought that using an intense energy to bring something into existence required a positive energy, an imagined emotion from the future That was joy or gratitude or happiness or comfort or safety. But I’ve never manifested or attracted anything into my life – – at least at this point – – from an imagined emotion. But from the deep deep desire of not wanting something to happen or not want to wanting to experience a feeling, I have brought what I wanted into my life.
This makes me wonder if the manifesting community is a fraud or is just privileged or is just missing the real magic. Desire is desire. Desire is the energy that manifests. Where did I get the idea that the desire or energy or emotion that I manifested with had to be “positive?”
I’m going to make a list of all the things that I do not want. Experiences or circumstances that I truly do not want to become reality or to continue in my reality. And I’m gonna focus on how to prevent those things from happening and I’m gonna harness my deep deep desire for those things not happening and I’m gonna see how manifesting goes in 2025.