Why do I keep fighting this?! I guess the propaganda about daily weed smokers is deeply ingrained more than I realized. I gotta shake it. I enjoy myself when I’m high. I get out of freeze mode. And I activate. I feel hopeful. I feel inspired. I feel focused. Deliberate and unafraid. I get shit done. And I’m happy. I’m proud of who I was that day.
Have I ever over done it yet? Yes. I totally missed meeting Kelis and I regret it. But nothing like being hungover or worse, bad sex.
Stop fighting it Ester. On this full moon, accept the fact that you smoke weed every day. You like to start your day with Blue Dream. You like to end it with a hybrid. You like yourself high and no stigma or outdated stereotype should prevent you from liking how you live life.